<div dir="ltr"><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><br clear="all"></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000">I found myself responding as i did, below, to news of a sudo table at the east bay anarchist bookfair, and realized how ...  happy i am to be alive .... grateful i am for the same, and for the people i know.  like you, if indeed i know you, o person reading this.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000">possible trigger of this state of mind:</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i>i danced on monday like ... like i could just.... dance. </i></div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i><br></i></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i>like i used to, a few years ago, when i didn't know that a daily fight just to walk had an appointment with my internet-surfing, philosophizing, needing-to-write-more self.</i></div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i><br></i></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i>i danced!  i danced!  i got drunk and forgot i was lame! i ddn't hurt myself!  I danced!  </i></div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i><br></i></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i>:::::::dances around a little in virtual demonstration:::::::</i></div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i><br></i></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><i>wooooooohooooooooooooooo!</i></div>
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ok.  so i thought  would say something.  perhaps i can make it tonight....</div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:#660000">
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SHORT VERSION:</div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">
inspiration; thx.<br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">
anticipate updates eagerly.</div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">
<br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">LONG VERSION, warning, may not make attempt to be brief:<br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">
<br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">to be regarded as that which serves to remind any but the most negligent in attantion to spiritual duty of the glory immanent in and attendant upon the quotidian externality: intersections juxtapose, for me, details such as audio accompaniment and my awesome cup of coffee with the news that HTML5 browsers are soon to compile draconian DRM in at the source and this.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">the fact that i managed an APA for a few years is evidence (to my allzu-menschliches yet voluble self, that is) that this email is aware, has intentions, and, of course, specifies, would benefit from, indeed needs <i>me</i> somehow.   sketching beautiful futures branching off.  </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">not that i know what that exactly is...  but i felt that the word 'awesome' furnished far too little detail. </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)"><br></div><div class="gmail_default" style="font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:small;color:rgb(102,0,0)">good afternoon! it's good to be alive.</div>
</span></div><div><br></div>-- <br><div style="text-align:right"><b><i style="font-family:georgia,serif"><font style="color:rgb(51,0,0)" size="1">Be seeing you.</font></i></b><br></div>
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