This is very important to me, because I said I wouldn't keep including sudo discuss, and now i'm going back on that
but WildCat does keep including sudo-discuss,
 so I feel like I can't leave it at some long email to one side bias, whether mine or not
so I'm responding to sudo discuss
 to be heard by the group who is already hearing this

sigh, i'm sorry, but I'm upset now....

People NEED to be given a chance to change. 
Just because you knew someone for a long time and saw problematic behavior before doesn't mean they can't come to a new place, 
and a reformed community, 
where they can try to learn and grow. 

If people are not given a chance to grow what would you do with them?

 If you don't believe people can change, you don't believe in RJ or TJ, 
and I would LOVE to hear your alternative
to my eyes the only other options are punishment or annihilation, like the state does,
 if you're really radical, you'll seek alternative forms of resolution
 besides exile, punishment and "training" people, 
whenever possible. 

NOT ONCE have I seen you actually pursue mediation. 

IN FACT WildCAt is currently refusing to participate in more than one mediation, 
and while in some cases i actually agree with that other person being banned, and see the issues clear
 my problem wtih this is not about that person being banned,
 I often think WildCat is right,
 but it's about THE PROCESS AND RESPECTING IT

You Still Have To Go To Mediation 
In Some Case In Your Life, 
If You Recognize The Process At All

If You're Willing To Work On It, 

The Refusal Of Mediation Is There To Keep People Safe
 In Dire Circumstances 
Not In Any Case You Want
 And Every Case All The Time
 Because You Feel Like It And It's Your Privilege

I don't feel like you're respecting that process....

PERSONALLY I feel:
Exile is not a real option for the world. If someone is continuously exiled and not educated and transforming, they will have no where else to go. This is part of the world, you can't just close yourself off from it and ignore people

If you want it to get better, really get better, judging people and pushing them out is not the way to actually help it

What would you do with them? 
Put them all in one country? 
Kind of like a concentration of them?
 Like a camp? Kill them all off? All bad ideas. 

We need to help people grow, and 
if you consider yourself an organizer 
or a helper of the world
 it IS your job to help people grow a
nd give people another chance, 
provided they seek new conditions that will faciiltate growth

It has to come from them. Yes.
And it is coming from Darin, 
however slowly he's learning

Btw "WildCat" You are not yet a member of sudo yet. 
And you're scaring people, 
with all your bans in a row all of a sudden, 

now that you think you have power

i'm not quitting, but this email put me back over, i'm taking another break.



On Mon, Apr 6, 2015 at 11:39 AM, Cere Misc <cere.misc@gmail.com> wrote:
PLEASE TAKE THIS OFF THE SUDO-DISCUSS LIST!

On Mon, Apr 6, 2015 at 11:32 AM, WIld Cat <wildcatofthewoods@gmail.com> wrote:
Also with that one month ban I feel that from then on there would need to be zero tolerance for any of these behaviors to continue. Last time I saw him he challenged me to a fight by saying " do you want to walk a couple of blocks away and handle this like an adult" and my response was to walk away.. someone brought up to me that I was causing drama by drawing the line with these people but what folks need to understand is that each of these people have been going through conflict mediation in this space so the drama is theirs not mine. I should not be the one to blame for the taking a stance against the problems these people are causing. Though to be accountable in dealing with peoples issues I will gather more members of the space to address them.


On Monday, April 6, 2015, WIld Cat <wildcatofthewoods@gmail.com> wrote:
So I have known Darin for years and he has been called out for all of this behavior before and still hasn't learned. In terms of him misgendering me it seemed malicious because he accentuated " man" there were several witnesses to his extremely aggressive behavior that was a defensive response to me calmly asking why he was yelling at Babs.  sexual harassment is not OK. I don't think you can speak for the other people who have called him out for inappropriate flirting. I had the conflict mediated by Joe but but still just acts the same to different people. I would propose a month ban at least so he gets that its not being accountable will have serious consequences.

On Sunday, April 5, 2015, Rachel Wolfsohn <rawjnana@gmail.com> wrote:

This is the last email I will include sudodisxuss on for this thread...

Darin is currently undergoing mediation, and should be given the chance to do so before a ban goes through.

I have a blocking concern for such a ban on darin....

My belief that darin can change enough, however slowly, is justified and potent.

I have seen he already has. In front of me at least, he no longer misgenders anyone, including those ppl he previously had, after we discussed it one night. Even if he's pissed at them. An immediate improvement from the heart and higher self layered under psychic shit like we all have to deal with just like him, is what I see...He is actively working, works hard in general and physically protects ppl from harassment daily.

Misgendering:
I too have been editing "he" for "them" with you Wildcat, because your gender pronoun is recent news to me as well as to many others.
I strive to use They, bc of respect for trans identity in general, and ALSO camaraderie with you.
But it takes a little time, and it is in good faith with continuous editing on my part, as it is for others.
I'm really sorry you are hurt by misgendering and will do my best to correct the instances I witness. As I'm sure Darin will too,  now that this information is available

Sexual Language:
Darin is working on this too. I have twice hung out with darin and neded to comment on his comments, asking him to hold his tongue, bc it was TMI about his sexual thoughts.
It was not safe space language, and I asked him to.hold his tongue, but not an implication of action either, more like expression.
Without FAIL he immediately apologizes and aims to hold back such comments. He is actively learning what to reserve to his private thoughts and I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart...

Thus, I have a blocking.concern for this ban suggested for Darin

Love, seriously, love,

On Sun, Apr 05, 2015 at 10:31 AM, Torrie Fischer <tdfischer@hackerbots.net> wrote:

Theres community issues, then theres "issues that involve the hundreds of
people subscribed to sudo-discuss".

This is not one of those issues. I have no involvement with this. I don't want
to get involved with this. I'd honestly rather not hear about who is fighting
who, or see people tearing down each other in public. I'd rather just hack a
thing and assume that Sudo Room is a happy cheery place that has their shit
together and everyone gets along.

My Ƀ0.02.

On Saturday, April 04, 2015 03:37:39 PM WIld Cat wrote:
> These are community issues not personal issues.
>
> On Sat, Apr 4, 2015 at 2:53 PM, Tracy Jacobs <kinetical@comcast.net> wrote:
> > Sudoers,
> >
> > Respectfully can I suggest that you find another way to address issues of
> > a personal nature and character assassinations or public shaming other
> > than
> > this public mailing list?  Why anyone would want to go to Sudo room after
> > reading this  mailing list is beyond my comprehension.  And it really is a
> > great place.  Can anyone think of another venue for these types of
> > discussions?
> >
> > Tracy
> > On Apr 4, 2015, at 2:41 PM, WIld Cat <wildcatofthewoods@gmail.com> wrote:
> >
> > Daren returned to the space about 20 mins after trying to re-enter and
> > said to me " Do you want to go a couplwe blocks away from here and handle
> > this like an adult."
> >
> > Pidgen is claiming that I threatened her and I did tell her that "you need
> > to chill out or some shit is going to happen" but I also clarified by
> > saying "I am not threatening you with any form of violence."
> >
> > Darin is claiming that Babs sexually assaulted someone but Darin did not
> > give any details of what happened.
> >
> > On Sat, Apr 4, 2015 at 2:00 PM, WIld Cat <wildcatofthewoods@gmail.com>
> >
> > wrote:
> >> Today Pidgen was asked to leave in violation of the safer spaces policy
> >> on an admitted account of sexual assault in the past as well as recent
> >> behaviors of harassment. Daren was asked to leave in violation of the
> >> safer
> >> spaces policy by aggressive  behavior (aggressive swearing, intentional
> >> misgendering, inappropriate sexual comments (Told me in an aggressive way
> >> that he liked phone sex, than began to yell at me.) He has had a history
> >> of
> >> being banned from spaces for similar behaviors of sexual harassment and
> >> inappropriate behavior.
> >>
> >> I would like to begin a mediation process for Daren and I do not feel
> >> safe with him being in the space during such process.
> >>
> >> To my knowledge there is an ongoing mediation between Pidgen and Centi.
> >> that Pidgen has allegedly violated due to harassing behavior. Pidgen has
> >> been banned from several other radical spaces for entitlement problems -
> >> theft - aggressive behaivor - accountability issues.
> >> I do not feel safe in the presences of Pidgen and would call on the
> >> community to permanently ban Pidgen.
> >
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