27 May
2014
27 May
'14
2:46 p.m.
I have been afraid. I don't often feel fear, or let myself get carried by
that fear, but in this circumstance it has taken over me periodically for
months now.
I was afraid of Timon. I was afraid of his physical and psychological
intimidation. I have been targeted, among others, by him, and this has made
sudo room an unsafe space whenever he is present.
But I'm no longer afraid. I no longer will allow this abuse to continue.
Timon *asked *that I send a written message, so I sent an email to him and
our landlords that indeed, Timon has no right (legal or otherwise) to sudo
room, the public school, or the common space of 2141 Broadway. This is
unequivocally true.
However, the more important matter is that I sent this message because I,
among others, have been habitually harassed and targeted by Timon.
This harassment ends now. We provide a space that is safe for everyone to
be fully expressed, where safe space and mutual respect is prioritized far
over ideology. There is no argument to be had; your fellow members are
begging for help, to hold fast and expect the most minimal of standards for
behavior for anyone who enters our space.
Please help end this abuser's targeting of myself and other sudoers.
I know I will be present on Wednesday in full confidence and unencumbered
by my previous fear. I have overcome this fear through support of the
friends and community that truly makes sudo room an amazing place. Please
join me if you have shed this fear too.
Together we will resist this and future patterns of abuse.
// Matt
27 May
27 May
3:15 p.m.
I personally witnessed Timon getting exceedingly drunk last Tuesday (I
watched him finish off a large plastic bottle of vodka)
Then on Thursday, as Matt and I were leaving the building, Matt tried
to talk to Timon and ask him to leave. He's been banned from the
building by the landlord. Although Timon had previously told Matt that
he would be leaving, he refused to leave and said he would "leave later
and not come back". He was clearly lying about his intentions. When I
tried to point out to Timon that he was being disingenuous, he told me
"get the fuck out of my space". It should be noted that I was nowhere
near him physically and he was indicating the entirety of the common
room as "his space".
I've never been afraid of Timon. I've read the past reports of him
being belligerent towards others and I regret not being more supportive
at those times. I personally refuse to call the police over something
like this, but I will absolutely support the community in making sure
he knows he's not welcome and making sure he leaves and doesn't come
back.
Max
On Tue 27 May 2014 02:46:05 PM PDT, Matthew Senate wrote:
I have been afraid. I don't often feel fear, or
let myself get carried by
that fear, but in this circumstance it has taken over me periodically for
months now.
I was afraid of Timon. I was afraid of his physical and psychological
intimidation. I have been targeted, among others, by him, and this has made
sudo room an unsafe space whenever he is present.
But I'm no longer afraid. I no longer will allow this abuse to continue.
Timon *asked *that I send a written message, so I sent an email to him and
our landlords that indeed, Timon has no right (legal or otherwise) to sudo
room, the public school, or the common space of 2141 Broadway. This is
unequivocally true.
However, the more important matter is that I sent this message because I,
among others, have been habitually harassed and targeted by Timon.
This harassment ends now. We provide a space that is safe for everyone to
be fully expressed, where safe space and mutual respect is prioritized far
over ideology. There is no argument to be had; your fellow members are
begging for help, to hold fast and expect the most minimal of standards for
behavior for anyone who enters our space.
Please help end this abuser's targeting of myself and other sudoers.
I know I will be present on Wednesday in full confidence and unencumbered
by my previous fear. I have overcome this fear through support of the
friends and community that truly makes sudo room an amazing place. Please
join me if you have shed this fear too.
Together we will resist this and future patterns of abuse.
// Matt
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4:09 p.m.
On Tue, May 27, 2014 at 2:46 PM, Matthew Senate <mattsenate(a)gmail.com>wrote;wrote:
I have been afraid. I don't often feel fear, or
let myself get carried by
that fear, but in this circumstance it has taken over me periodically for
months now.
I was afraid of Timon. I was afraid of his physical and psychological
intimidation. I have been targeted, among others, by him, and this has made
sudo room an unsafe space whenever he is present.
But I'm no longer afraid. I no longer will allow this abuse to continue.
Timon *asked *that I send a written message, so I sent an email to him
and our landlords that indeed, Timon has no right (legal or otherwise) to
sudo room, the public school, or the common space of 2141 Broadway. This is
unequivocally true.
However, the more important matter is that I sent this message because I,
among others, have been habitually harassed and targeted by Timon.
This harassment ends now. We provide a space that is safe for everyone to
be fully expressed, where safe space and mutual respect is prioritized far
over ideology. There is no argument to be had; your fellow members are
begging for help, to hold fast and expect the most minimal of standards for
behavior for anyone who enters our space.
Please help end this abuser's targeting of myself and other sudoers.
I know I will be present on Wednesday in full confidence and unencumbered
by my previous fear. I have overcome this fear through support of the
friends and community that truly makes sudo room an amazing place. Please
join me if you have shed this fear too.
Together we will resist this and future patterns of abuse.
As I have previously described in person and on the mailing list, I have
also witnessed and had Timon's belligerent behavior directed at me on more
than one occasion.
I request that anyone who is able to attend this coming Wednesday sudo room
meeting show up and support the continued existence of sudo room as a safe
space.
--
marc/juul
5:32 p.m.
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My last _extended_ interaction with Timon was several months ago,
during an event in the common space. He was intoxicated and continually
approaching guests with belligerence and exponentially increasing the
noise level with both his voice and his whistling. When I approached
him and politely asked that he tone it down a bit, he invaded my
personal space and directed an upsetting personal attack at me while
trying to pull others in despite their clear discomfort. Physically
cornered in between Timon and the piano, I attempted to back away and
disengage from the conversation. Eventually I just fled to the other
side of the room and sat among friends, but he persisted in approaching
me, accusing me of bad faith behavior, and attempting to engage others
in the conflict despite our repeated requests to let it go until he'd
sobered up and could have a coherent conversation.
Since then (and this has not been the first such interaction), I
generally avoid eye contact completely and occasionally just leave the
space when he's present. I, too, am done with the fear, the harassment,
the disturbance and repelling of current and potential members.
I'd like to add, on the note of safe space over ideology, that
inclusivity is only possible when a welcoming and safe environment is
maintained. Including those who would intimidate and harass others in
our community creates an unwelcoming and unsafe environment, excluding
in particular those who are triggered by and/or have healthy boundaries
warding them away from spaces that would tolerate this kind of
behavior.
That is to say, this is a much larger issue than interpersonal conflict
or "drama" - it is defining our community's commitment to inclusivity,
safe space, and solidarity in the face of oppression and disempowerment.
Jenny
On Tue 27 May 2014 04:09:13 PM PDT, Marc Juul wrote:
On Tue, May 27, 2014 at 2:46 PM, Matthew Senate
<mattsenate(a)gmail.com>wrote;wrote:
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I have been afraid. I don't often feel fear,
or let myself get carried by
that fear, but in this circumstance it has taken over me periodically for
months now.
I was afraid of Timon. I was afraid of his physical and psychological
intimidation. I have been targeted, among others, by him, and this has made
sudo room an unsafe space whenever he is present.
But I'm no longer afraid. I no longer will allow this abuse to continue.
Timon *asked *that I send a written message, so I sent an email to him
and our landlords that indeed, Timon has no right (legal or otherwise) to
sudo room, the public school, or the common space of 2141 Broadway. This is
unequivocally true.
However, the more important matter is that I sent this message because I,
among others, have been habitually harassed and targeted by Timon.
This harassment ends now. We provide a space that is safe for everyone to
be fully expressed, where safe space and mutual respect is prioritized far
over ideology. There is no argument to be had; your fellow members are
begging for help, to hold fast and expect the most minimal of standards for
behavior for anyone who enters our space.
Please help end this abuser's targeting of myself and other sudoers.
I know I will be present on Wednesday in full confidence and unencumbered
by my previous fear. I have overcome this fear through support of the
friends and community that truly makes sudo room an amazing place. Please
join me if you have shed this fear too.
Together we will resist this and future patterns of abuse.
As I have previously described in person and on the mailing list, I have
also witnessed and had Timon's belligerent behavior directed at me on more
than one occasion.
I request that anyone who is able to attend this coming Wednesday sudo room
meeting show up and support the continued existence of sudo room as a safe
space.
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